Blog Post reflections for Spring 2009

This semester was a challenge for me. My expectations were optimistic when I signed up for 9 graduate credits and worked full time, and a single parent of two children. I learned a great deal about my character. This Saturday course was a real challenge. However I loved the course and its content and all the people I met. I think I may have made things difficult for myself by not getting things done on time. As the semester winds down I have come to realize that blog posting should not be looked upon as a nervous or uneasy writing assignment . This was an exercise in technology that I am not use to having in my schedule. My computer at home did give me some technical difficulties when I downloaded Second Life. There were times that I didn't manage my time wisely and got behind in my assignments, not only for this class but the other two as well. I got frustrated because my life and several personal issues got in the way. While trying to have the assigned readings and the progress made while playing the video game I selected posted or not posted by the 10:00 am class deadline on each Saturday that was so generously set by Dr. Dana, which is very reasonable, should not have been a problem, but for me it was. Tiffany if and when you read or review this posting I have to apologize for not fulfilling my obligations as your partner because I didn't respond to your blogs as often as I should have. For that I am sorry. I was uneasy, insecure and unsure of myself about the postings I made. I was afraid of being judged on my performance as it relates to this assignment because it was a new experience for me. I am so used to the regular classroom instruction. I found that I really have to discipline myself even more than usual to participate in this type of hybrid course. For the first couple of posting I felt alone and/or lonely. I think the insecurity was getting to me. I do have to admit that after Dr. Dana responded to my posting that really eased my mind. I felt I was being a good student following directions. I think this course gave me a new confidence and opened up a new road as it relates to my academic experiences. For the reading selections that I find myself behind in I will post blogs on them before the semester is over. I will have no other choice but to accept whatever grade that Dr. D. gives me on these late postings. I accept responsibility for my actions and inaction's.
This was a valuable learning experience for me because it really forced me to think and perform outside of the box in continuing my education. I now have a new found confidence in completing this type of course and would gladly take another of the same type if offered or had to select it. I would recommend blogging as a form of communication and writing practice. It is an excellent exercise for all ages. It gives an individual an opportunity to express themselves in a way that may initially be uncomfortable. However with practice and time it can become a mastered skill. There are opportunities to edit and video and other technical applications that you may not normally be costumed to. Learning to blog has been a rewarding experience for me and can be for anyone who tries.

Walking Life clips/ Post media aesthetics/Intellectual Freedom in School Library

The one freedom not often spoken of or making news headlines is the "Intellectual Freedom" and the issues that arise out of it. The use of the Internet in schools, the screening and filtering of material in school libraries, and censorship in the school library. There are tools in place to deal with these transgressions of our freedom in literacy. The Library Bill of Rights, Louisiana Library Association Intellectual Freedom Committee, National Council of Teachers of English, and the International Reading Association. These bodies of law and policies should be called upon when ever a challenge to intellectual freedom or literacy is at hand. The Librarian should be knowledgeable in the use of these resources. When the "privacy and the right to read are not respected" censorship may take over good and well intended judgement. We live in diverse communities as well as a very diverse country. All genres of literature and literacy must be respected. It is usually political pressure from school administration that sparks the controversy over what is appropriate or inappropriate. We must therefore educate our children to make wise choices concerning the literature and literacy's used in the pursuit of higher learning.
The Walking Life video on You Tube is an amazing compilation of animation. It is realistic in a way that I have never seen animation put to music and a series of story lines. It is cutting edge technology that will most likely navigate its way into mainstream media. I feel this technology is not difficult to produce given the freedom and imagination given to put the scenes together. This is Second Life in another area animation imagination. It touched on a variety of issues in a way that will keep the viewer interested in the topics or issues discussed. If you are not into sitting in a classroom listening to these types of issues such as existentialism. Some of it sounds like babbling. Some of it will put you to sleep if you just focus into the audio in some of the clips. But the animation is what keeps it interesting. It gives off very powerful imaginative feelings to me.
The article on Post Media Aesthetics was very informative. It was highly philosophical. I had to read it twice. Honestly I had a difficulty with some of the readings with in the paper, but if I understand it correctly it deals with how artistically things are moving forward out of necessity, to offer art and different forms of art on a much larger scale. The one example of the office and the club, where different software is used to express to different forms of medium, yet they both emanate from a computer, it is this type of expressionism that has taken the place of how aesthetics is portrayed and expressed.

Tomb Raider continued

This week in Tomb Raider I discovered an easier way to play the game. I brought the difficulty level down to medium after looosing all of my lifes in the first five chapters. I also discoved that I could get instructional directions on how to proceed during the game right on screen after every move by the settings menu. I haad not seen that particular setting before and when I started over from chapter one the directions began appearing on the screen. The moves did not become any easier, but at least i had the correct directions as well as objectives to follow. The tutorial guides you through the game. It is quite silent until the action and the shooting of various animals begin. The jumping and running and shimmying across ledges became a little easier. The use of the grapple which she throws is tricky at times but now there appears a directional targeting its use is necessary. I guess setting the difficulty down a noche triggers the held embedded in the game. I am now at level six. It is now time to navigate through even more unfamiliar terrain.

Tomb raider Anniversary edition

There is no getting around this game. I can't find a free website to help unlock any cheat items. I would only like to be able to have unlimited ammunition and other weapons. All the websites that I checked indicate that you must finish the game and that the second time around there will be some cheat items unlocked. This game is not like the first Tomb raider game that I had. Although I have to admit the graphics and the moves are better. The weapons have been upgraded. This game must be set to a difficulty level to even unlock the cheats. So it really has been a challenge for me to try and get through a level. There are 14 levels and I am at level 4. Since My district that I substitute in is on break this week, I should be able to devote a little more time to the game. I will definitely pick up the pace. I love this treasure hunt/adventure that I am on though. It is similar to second life in that aspect. The exploring of new area's of the game and how to navigate through it has that appeal for me. The Croft manor was just a warm up. I'm really in the mix of the game now. The giant animals that attack are really something. Giving them their due with the weapons i have to select from does it for me.-